Sometimes I Just Want to Scream

So have you ever had those moments where it seems that nothing is going right for you and you just want to go somewhere were no one can hear you and scream? I have been feeling that way lately. I told work that I was not going to leave this coming Friday and I feel that they have been doing everything they can so that I can get fired. I was willing to stay and give them another chance but that may not happen. I have been praying and trying to figure my life out and I got the distinct impression to stay where I am at and see how things play out. I don't want to be without a job though as that scares me to death. So today I started applying for jobs. The first one I applied for was a customer service position at Verizon Wireless. They are my cellphone company and I would get discounts on my cellphone coverage which would be awesome and they are known for their customer service and I think I could do well and grow with the company. I am looking to see what else is out there that I can do so if you hear anything let me know. Especially those of you that I miss terribly if there is a job near you and I get it I will move to be near you.